So my date went well. It was really nice to spend some time with her outside of a work atmosphere and just talk. We ended up talking practically the entire night. We ended up going back to her place and watching Scott Pilgrim vs. The Universe (or, World… not sure what it’s called ha). But it was cool. We cuddled for the movie. It was nice.
I had to go early because I have work at 6:30am (even though “early” was really like 1:30am). Nonetheless… we had a good time. We did end up kissing a little though. As I left her apartment, we kissed a few times. It was nice.
I found out that she’s leaving soon though! So I’m stoked that I won’t be dating my supervisor! She’s trying to get a management job somewhere else. So I hope she finds out really soon! The sooner she leaves this job, the more comfortable I’ll feel dating her.
Anyway, bed time! :)
Cleaned up a bit!
Ugh!
So ever since I asked this girl out on a date, I haven’t really stopped thinking about her. It’s really annoying. This is one of the reasons I broke up with my last girlfriend. I hate when I over think about something, and in this case, it’s a girl.
I’m also conflicted because she’s my shift supervisor at work and I really don’t want to get fired or anything bad to happen at work. So naturally, I”m worrying about it.
But at the same time, I think she’s really cute and adorable and I want to date her. I kind want this to be the relationship where I overcome a lot of my anxieties. But I also don’t want a relationship.
I want so many different things right now it’s hard to make the right decision. And I don’t want to hurt her. I mean, we haven’t even gone out on the date yet and I’m already feeling the anxiety flooding back!
bubbacub4u2c asked: have you figured out you have a tranny fetish yet? you're also obsessed with penis, even your own. I suggest purchasing or somehow getting a pair of bra and pannies and trying them on, perhaps putting a wig on and getting it on with yourself in front of a mirror. try shaving yourself. experiment with duct tape like dragqueens do and tape your titties up. it's easy. it will be a huge turn on.
yeah, I’m not into personally cross dressing! I find transexuals to be attractive, but not crossdressing. I think of transexuality as a third gender. In other words, there are men, women, and transgendered. I’m attracted to women and transgender women. I’m not into dressing myself up. I love being a dude. I love being a guy. That’s just how I feel. I don’t feel like I’m a woman trapped in a man’s body or anything like that. I just like women & transexual women.
Hi, this is me. Stressed out. Relieving some stress. Jerking off.